I'm a dumb ass.

Wow, I say I want photography as a career or as a side hobby.. but I'm not doing shit about it. I haven't even started on my fucking portfolio. WHAT THE EFF AM I WAITING FOR? All I have to say is wow.. I'm just so disappointed with myself. I don't even have the money to go get my camera. Like what the hell. Can life just be so dam expensive? ): I wish I had the money. I wish I wasn't a dumb ass and spent all my money on dum shit. My vent of the day. bye.