Down and about.. again?

Ugh, it's happening again.. why aren't I happy? maybe cause i've been cut down on dance.. maybe things are just so fucking lame. I can't even explain how bottled up I feel right now. I wish i could just scream it out.. I need someone to just run to so bad. It feels like I can't even do that anymore.. It feels like I can't just get up and do what I want to do. To be honest, I was so happy a few months ago.. Then all of a sudden a whole pile of emotions came my way. I feel like dying. WTF man.