Just can't get up and leave.

Eff, I can't even think. I'm stressing my ass off.. and for what? I can't believe my parents even had the nerve to tell me LAST minute that we're moving.. They tell me i'm moving two days after my year end show with DREAM. Honestly, that was some messed up shit. I'm still shocked and choked. I couldn't believe what I was hearing. Two days.. pack your shit and go. I just can't get up and leave.. I have so much that i'll be leaving behind. One thing.. Dance.. & Two my friends.. It's so hard to just say good bye. I try to understand what my parents are trying to say and the reason why they want to get up and leave, but still.. it just won't click. Many say it's not a good bye it's a see you later.

Think it over.

I don't know what to do, I'm kind of lost. My thoughts are quite messy. I feel as if I've put guilt on myself. Should I go for it? OR Should I back down? I can't choose because I want both. I didn't think things were going to be like this. Honestly, It's so hard to choose. One choice makes me SO happy. Well, starting to make me happy and the second choice.. It just leaves me down. Which do I choose? To be happy, and feel guilty or to be sad, and not feel guilty? Help me bf..

This ISH.

Shoot, i haven't blogged this ish in a while. Well, a few things have changed since the last time i wrote. So that's good. I got to meet kaba modern! They were pretty dope. Sick routines too! Can't wait for the year end show.. it's just around the corner. Can you believe it?? This is gonna be one hell of a show, if you don't come. YOU'RE MISSING OUT!!