Why?

You might not like this, but I have to say it. What happened to you? You used to be fun, outgoing, and actually went out with your friends. Now all you do is just stay at home, why? Can't you see that everyone misses you? You're practically erasing yourself from existance. Is that what you really wanted? Is this how you want to live your life? What happened to "i'm just living life the way it is" what happened to the "living" part. You're not living life. You're acting as if you're just a person who's on this planet. I hate seeing you like this. You're not even spending the last year of school. Once you're out, the memories of school is gone. Theres no turning back on the lost days or even years. I never wanted to say this, but I really want you back. I really want the old you. Go ahead, make your decision.. Just know i'm always here. Even though you're sometimes not. I miss you so much, it feels like i'm losing you, but to nothing.