Good to be gone.

You're a fucking idiot.

A title with NO meaning;

You can't even call to say hi, it's like we're not even together. This isn't even a fight.. we just let our differences get to us and now look at us. We aren't what people think we are, not even. We let everything around us get in the way of our relationship and now this is how we ended up. Yeah, we got the title, but really? Behind it all, is nothing. It doesn't even feel like I even have you. It doesn't even feel like we're together as one. I feel like i'm on my own. Ugh. Whatever, just call me when you think things are gonna change.

Whistler!

Wow, what a Friday night. Whistler was so much fun. It was like a night to never forget. So many things had happened in just a few hours. I love it, and I miss it already. Need to go back next year. JOE =) hah picture crazy yea!!

Why?

You might not like this, but I have to say it. What happened to you? You used to be fun, outgoing, and actually went out with your friends. Now all you do is just stay at home, why? Can't you see that everyone misses you? You're practically erasing yourself from existance. Is that what you really wanted? Is this how you want to live your life? What happened to "i'm just living life the way it is" what happened to the "living" part. You're not living life. You're acting as if you're just a person who's on this planet. I hate seeing you like this. You're not even spending the last year of school. Once you're out, the memories of school is gone. Theres no turning back on the lost days or even years. I never wanted to say this, but I really want you back. I really want the old you. Go ahead, make your decision.. Just know i'm always here. Even though you're sometimes not. I miss you so much, it feels like i'm losing you, but to nothing.

Sore!

Oh my fricken goonachay!... I'm SO sore! Woo, I can't believe it but getting into shape.. YEE BABY! Here comes all the shows all the excitement.. YEAR END.. then LA.. then PNE.. wow... =D I love it. hahaha

One Girl;

I don't know how we got like this,

but i know that is serious,

choosing who to be with,

living being sleepless,

so can you help me, better yet tell me

one girl is my jump off one girl is my wife,

but i have fell inlove with both and i can't decide,

so tell me what to do, cause i don't know which one to choose

i just don't know

one girl is my jump off one girl is my wife,

but i have fell inlove with both and i can't decide,

so tell me what to do, cause i don't know which one to choose

i just don't know

Poetry.

Poetry, you're hiding behind the words you speak

Changing the words of the story

You say you don't love me then say that you love me

I'm fighting

You're hiding behind the words you're speaking

You're changing the words, I'm lost in the verse

You say you don't love me then say that you love me

Why are you hiding?

Everythings clear;

I guess most of the time I gave you attitude and whatnot.. was just me with the adrenaline of anger towards you. I didn't mean it as much as I thought. It's just what you said just shot me right in the heart, it was like you didn't believen me anymore. It felt so out of place and wrong. I'm sorry. <3

Piss me off.

Ugh, EVERY FRICKEN TIME. "WE'RE GONNA TAKE YOU OUT OF DANCE" how many fucking times do I have to hear that? Honestly, FUCK just do what you guys want to do. Move me to fucking abbostford for all I care. RUIN what i've worked for. Once it's done, you'll be breaking my heart like no other. You'll be looking at me like you've never seen before. You'll look at me as if i'm dead. You'll soon take the life out of me. I've never wanted to say this, but i'll hate you guys SO much. You've done enough to just let me die in your arms with straight sadness. I HATE YOU.

What a day.

So, today was quite interesting. It had some ups and downs, but it was alright. The weather wasn't what I expected, which was gay! First thing I thought about when I woke up, "fuck, puffy eyes!" this is what you get for crying the night before. Everything was just a chill day, nothing too out of the blue, just nothing.

Whatever.

SERIOUSLY.. FUCK YOU, you don't like how things are fucking say it to my face. I thought you were my best friend.. =/ fuck it.

Bleh

So.. I haven't been writing anything anywhere in a long while. It's quite weird to start writing again and to think I was happy for sure. I guess it's just that time again.. the "emotional" time as Jon and Eric would call it. Man, got myself too down.. I can't even write..