I miss them so much..

I feel like I just left my third home.. :( That's how close I got with everyone.. I miss them so much, I'm like crying my eyes out.. I miss you all so much.. It was only for a little time, but it felt like it was forever. I'll be back very soon... April! I gurantee it.. I need to come back.. I can't live without you guys right now :( .. I miss you Patrick.. A LOT..

I miss Winnipeg.. Joyce, Kirsten, Brendo, Gali, Harley, Rommel, Kersey, Richie, JustinM, & JustinT.

:( I love you guys..

Where's Melay?

I is in .. Winnipeg neegros. :)

coool people. Kirsten, Kersey, Joyce, Brenden, Patrick, JustinT, Brendo, Rommel, Gary, Milcah, Romeo, JustinM, Harley, AJ, Precious and... RICHIE! many more, but too lazy to name!! haaa

Maybe we could hold hands.. If..

You were my boyfriend. But we already do hold hands.. =(

*sigh..
I hate this feeling you give me. How do I cope with this? Help me.. I'm back to that confusing moments. Eff yo mom.


"I know you wanna make it rain for me,
No more drama, No more pain for me,
Maybe we can hold hands,
If you were my boyfriend,
I know that you'll give me the moon and the stars above,
But that has no meaning if we're not inlove.."


hahhahahahah! :( :(

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happy!

So.. Tomorrow is my birthday? What the heck, SO fast! Just came out of the blue, this means the school year is almost over. WHAT THAAAA HELL?! Haha, dam!! R.I performed at my school pep rally and EVERYONE loved it! I got so many comments from people I didn't know. It was a little awkward, but whatevs. R.I liked the people at the school because they were nice!! =) Even the "hardcore" guys, they came up to us personally and told us we did a great job!! And.. As per usual, my school dance teacher.. did NOT like the performance, she thought it was "easy" HAAAA! What a JERK! Right? :P ... So Mike Brion is my new adopted "brother" hahaha :P and he's being quite the brother already... which means.. he's already being mean to me! Wth!! :( hahaha. But yeah JUST a few more days til Winnipeg which means, all the T.O.D stock will be hopefully gone! YAY! Haha, and the sleepover at my house was fun, let's do it again. And Jaybee Bonus Heidi Elwin Jenn and Jon HAVE to see my new house :) k bye.


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Closing down the pattern department.

"u fucked up, im pretty sure u kno that already"

I fucked up, yeah I know. I could say so many things right now, but i'm holding myself back. Why? Maybe because I know it'll just leave us at a bitter no where. As if right now, I don't even understand how it ended up like this, but fuck it. I don't think I want to understand, or do I? I just don't get it.

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I missed how it was before. :)


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Mini pop kids..

Are... the fucking shit.. *rolls eyes! :)

hahaha I like my second semi classes. they're fun!
I have nothing interesting to write. blaah peace.

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hahah... confused?

Greeeeaaat! I'm confused? :)

things to think about/do:
- clean simonne's house.. (fuck)
- kill patrick because he tried to kill me :)
- run to kersey's house and tell him everything.
- have dance practice
- get an umbrella, cause it's fuckin' snowin', AGAIN MO FUCKA..
- STOP crying.. YEE. :)
- start smiling! even better.
- take care of mina.. she's "fucked"
- take things in a different perspective =)
- go home, i miss my mom and dad.
- have a dinner with my rents, i never do anymore.
- get my head on straight, not slanted.
- fucking fix my nails, because they're UGLY
- birthday is coming up, woo. just another day.
- valentines? what is that?
- quit being negative, it's lame!
- don't call kersey "kuya" :P
- baka shiro. peace.